Christmas has been fun

Hanging out with Rachel in our very messified attic room

(talking to Rachel) "and I like this one... and this... and blah blah blah blah blah... oh and... uh... did you just take a picture?"

"Hey... why doesn't my camera have such cool features....?"

Rachel says I'm high maintenance because... I can't go to sleep without my monkey face or my blankey.

The life of a chamelion

I know that I have changed; that I am different. However, it is hard to see that difference when I'm thrown back in a situation where I was before that change took place. All of a sudden, much to my chagrin, I find myself responding, acting, and functioning the same old way I always have. It makes me sad, and discouraged, and really frustrated because I know that this is no longer me!! I feel fairly helpless. Will this never end?

But I know that despite my frustration, God is working. He is teaching me to relax (goodness knows I need to learn!!) He is showing me old comfortable patterns and asking me to break them... even where it would bring disturbance. He is showing me my weaknesses; I pray the he gives me the strength to show my true colours. I don't want to live like a chamelion.

Integrity