some things never change... and some things do... TOO much

Desire

I want my relationship with God to be the most real thing about me.

My heart absolutely beats with this desire
I want him to be the truest part of myself
I want my authenticity to be a revelation of Him

My fear and my tears may try to posture me towards despair...
but they cannot remove this desire...
the desire for his heart
I want to give him mine...
Only that he would show me how

I wait
I am willing
I am His